Unwell
Thank you to the new scale in the bathroom for refusing to tell me how much this body weighs I could hear God say My child You are already killing yourself For 1000 other reasons Leave this body To rest
An Ever-Evolving Observation
I don’t know exactly how to put it into words, but I realized something. The other day, I was struck with the thought “okay, I want to love and be loved again”, but that’s not it fully. It’s more than that. What I want is to actually put in work for love, maybe for the…
Unearthing this blog
Because I’ve written some pieces lately and today feels like I am shouting into an endless, uncaring echo chamber
Please (I Need It)
someone pleasetell me you love meand I’ll pretend likeyou mean it someone pleasefuck meand I’ll pretend thatyou love me someone pleasehold meand you can pretendI deserve it somebodypleaseI thinkI need it
Yours
Alternately titled: Still Lovesick in 2020
Whenever it is Quiet
Whenever it is quiet, I go to a place, the same exact place every time. I am standing in front of a window; nearly naked, and staring at the lazily drizzling rain. In my hand is a mug of coffee that has gone a little too cool to be enjoyable, forgotten in favor of the…
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