Yours

(piece originally written: 04/08/20)

Do I want you? 

Or Do I just Hate myself?

Please oh please

Don’t Take that the Wrong Way

Could I love you?

Or are we both just so Alone?

That we’ll take Anything that We Can Get?

Loveless Girls 

In Small Towns 

Do I have Feelings for You?

Or do I just Need to Get Laid?

Apologies, I guess

But I never Claimed to be Behaved

Will I Still Think You’re

The Most Gorgeous Thing 

I’ve ever Seen

Once I sober up? 

And Do I Even Want

To Be Sober Ever Again?

Could you even Love Me? 

When We’re Clearly so Different 

You’re Soft and Sweet

You still Believe in Love

And I’m not so Sure I Do

I finally Love Myself

Maybe that Should be 

Enough

Am I Selfish to Want More? 

To Want 

To be 

Yours?